Yellow: Coldplay [09:22 PM Sun, 09/11, 2005] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Yellow- Coldplay ] Look at the stars; look how they shine for you And everything you do Yeah, they were all yellow I came along; I wrote a song for you And all the things you do And it was called yellow So then I took my time Oh what a thing to've done And it was all yellow And Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know? You know I love you so You know I love you so I swam across; I jumped across for you Oh what a thing to do 'Cuz you were all yellow I drew a line; I drew a line for you Oh what a thing to do And it was all yellow Yeah, yeah... And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know? For you I bleed myself dry For you I bleed myself dry It's true Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And all the things that you do share your tears

Rape Me: Nirvana [09:21 PM Sun, 09/11, 2005] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Rape Me- Nirvana ] Rape me Rape me, my friend Rape me Rape me, again I'm not the only one- bad [4x] Hate me Do it and do it again Waste me Rape me, my friend I'm not the only one- bad [4x] My favorite inside source I'll kiss your open sores Appreciate your concern You'll always stink and burn Rape me Rape me, my friend Rape me Rape me, again I'm not the only one - bad [4x] Rape me! [17x] share your tears

In Too Deep: Sum 41 [09:13 PM Sun, 09/11, 2005] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | In Too Deep- Sum 41 ] The faster we're falling, We're stopping and stalling. We're running in circles again Just as things we're looking up You said it wasn't good enough. But still we're trying one more time. Maybe we're just trying too hard. When really it's closer than it is too far Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Instead of going under. Seems like each time I'm with you I lose my mind, Because I'm bending over backwards to relate. It's one thing to complain But when you're driving me insane Well then I think it's time that we took a break. Maybe we're just trying too hard. When really it's closer than it is too far Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep Up above in my head, instead of going under. Instead of going under. Instead of going under. Instead of going under. I can't sit back and wonder why. It took so long for this to die. And I hate it when you fake it. You can't hide it you might as well embrace it. So believe me it's not easy. It seems that something's telling me, I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Instead of going under. instead of going under again. instead of going under. instead of going under again. instead of going under again. share your tears

Landslide: Fleetwood Mac [10:24 PM Sat, 09/10, 2005] [ mood | content ] [ music | Landslide- Fleetwood Mac ] I took my love and I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills 'Till the landslide brought me down Oh, mirror in the sky What is love Can the child within my heart rise above Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides Can I handle the seasons of my life Mmm Mmm...I don't know...Mmm Mmm...Mmm Mmm Well, I've been afraid of changing 'Cause I've built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older I'm getting older too So... (Gutiar solo) I've been afraid of changing 'Cause I, I´ve built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older I'm getting older too I'm getting older too So, take this love, take it down Oh if you climb a mountain and you turn around If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills Well the landslide will bring you down, down And If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills Well maybe the landslide will bring you down Well well, the landslide will bring you down share your tears

Ohio is for Lovers: Hawthorne Heights [10:21 PM Sat, 09/10, 2005] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Ohio is for Lovers- Hawthorne Heights ] Hey there, I know it's hard to feel, like I don't care at all. Where you are and how you feel. With these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...) Slow things down or speed them up. Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...) How are you when i'm gone? And I can't make it on my own. (And I can't make it all alone.) Because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. (Cut my wrists and black my eyes) So I can fall asleep tonight or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You'll never stop until my final breath is gone. Spare me just,three last words. "I love you" is all she heard. I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.(x2) And I can't make it on my own. (and I can't make it on my own.) Because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. (Cut my wrists and black my eyes) So I can fall asleep tonight or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it too, and I can tell. You'll never stop until my final breath is gone.(x2) So cut my wrists and black my eyes (YOU!) My final breath is gone(KILL!) So I can fall asleep tonight(ME!) (WELL!) And I can't make it on my own. (Cause I can't make it on my own.) Because my heart is in Ohio. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. (Cut my wrists and black my eyes) So I can fall asleep tonight or die. Because you kill me. You know you do, you kill me well. You like it to, and I can tell. You'll never stop until my final breath is gone.(x4) share your tears

Daughters: Joyn Mayer [10:17 PM Sat, 09/10, 2005] [ mood | content ] [ music | Daughters- John Mayer ] I know a girl She puts the color inside of my world and she's just like a maze Where all of the walls all continually change And I've done all I can To stand on the steps with my heart in my hand Now I'm starting to see Baby's got nothing to do with me Fathers be good to your daughters Daughters will love like you do Girls become lovers who turn into mothers So mothers be good to your daughters, too Ooh, you see that skin It's the same she's been standing in Since the day she saw him walking away Now she's left cleaning up the mess he made So fathers be good to your daughters Daughters will love like you do Girls become lovers who turn into mothers So mothers be good to your daughters, too Boys you can break You find out how much they can take Boys will be strong and boys soldier on But boys would be gone without warmth from a woman's good, good heart On behalf of every man, looking out for every girl You are the god and the weight of her world So fathers be good to your daughters Daughters will love like you do Girls become lovers who turn into mothers So mothers be good to your daughters, too So mothers be good to your daughters, too So mothers be good to your daughters, too share your tears

Dirty Little Secret: All-American Rejects [10:15 PM Sat, 09/10, 2005] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Dirty Little Secret- All-American Rejects ] Let me know that I've done wrong When I've known this all along I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know When we live such fragile lives It's the best way we survive I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know The way she feels inside (inside) Those thoughts I can't deny (deny) These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie) And now I try to lie It’s eating me apart Trace this life back I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret) I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Dirty little secret Dirty little secret Who has to know Who has to know share your tears

100 years: Five for Fighting [10:13 PM Sat, 09/10, 2005] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | 100 years- Five For Fighting ] I’m 15 for a moment Caught in between 10 and 20 And I’m just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are I’m 22 for a moment She feels better than ever And we’re on fire Making our way back from Mars 15... there’s still time for you Time to buy and time to lose 15... there’s never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live... I’m 33 for a moment Still the man but you see I’m a they A kid on the way babe A family on my mind I’m 45 for a moment The sea is high And I’m heading into a crisis Chasing the years of my life 15... there’s still time for you Time to buy and time to lose yourself Within a morning star 15... I’m alright with you 15... there’s never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live... Halftime goes by Suddenly you’re wise Another blink of an eye 67 is gone The sun is getting high We’re moving on... I’m 99 for a moment Dying for just another moment And I’m just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are 15... there's still time for you 22... I feel her too 33... you're on your way Every Day's a new Day 15... there’s still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15... there’s never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live... share your tears

[07:53 PM Sat, 08/27, 2005] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Carrie Underwood- Inside Your Heaven ] CARRIE UNDERWOOD: INSIDE YOUR HEAVEN I've been down Now I'm blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess its right, it's so amazing Everytime I see you I'm alive You're all I've got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way I wanna be earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch, when we love The stars light up The wrong becomes undone Naturally, my soul surrenders The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes And I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way And I wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years When mountains fall, I'll still be here Holdin you until the day I die And I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way And I wanna be inside in your heaven I wanna be inside Where the storm blows your way And I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way And i wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven 1 cry share your tears

.:cLicK tHe LiNKs tO geT tO MiNe:. [12:23 AM Mon, 08/15, 2005] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | right kind of wrong- leanne rhymes ] MYSPACEisBETTERthanYOURS   XANGAisCLASSICbutGOOD   LIVEJOURNALisPOPULARandFADING share your tears

i cannot hide who i am, this is me... [10:46 PM Mon, 05/23, 2005] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | just thoughts of solitude and wisdom ] BASICS: [name] amber lynn [age] 14 [sex] sexy chica! [dob] january 9, 1991 [location] scottsdale, az [siblings] 5 brothers, 3 real & 2 fake [flirty] definately... [height] 5'2 [hair color] dirty blonde/light brown [first crush] marc carr, 2nd grade [latest crush] mi amor, kabir [color of your room] white, duh? [righty or lefty] righty [hobbies] read, write, dance, sing, talk, live [sign] capricorn APPEARANCE: [hair] wavy, often straightened [eyes] hazel, green & brown when they want to be [figure] latina booty, family breasts, the rest is ew [pant size] 7-9 [brand name] as if it mattered? [bra size] 34C/D [skin color] tanned beautifully PREFERENCES: [cuddle or make out] arent they the same? [chocolate milk, or hot chocolate] hot chocolate! (in az, yah, right...) [mcdonalds or burger king] burger king [coke or pepsi] dont drink soda [root beer, or dr. pepper] see above answer... [tea/coffee/cappuccino] cappuccino! [cats or dogs] cats to dogs, but both [mud or jello wrestling] mud! lets get dirty [milk, dark, or white chocolate] milk chocolate [sunny or rainy] rainy, barefoot, and kissing! [vanilla or chocolate] chocolate [skiing or boarding] in az? eithers nice... [biking or blading] biking [cereal or toast] toast with hot chocolate... mmm.... [rock, punk, rap, r & b, alternative, pop, country] rock/alternative [lights on or off] off, lets make it dark... FRIENDS: [My friends] love me not matter what [Friends that you look like] not mine [You go to for advice] tita, kabir, and matt [Who do you tell all your secrets to] the above people FAVORITES: [color] blue [number] nine & eight [movie] practical magic [subject] english, math, science [song] i dont want to miss a thing:aerosmith [sport to play] football [sport to watch] football [favorite drink] fancy coffees & foreign drinks [truth or dare] dare [ocean or pool] wild, untamed waters [silver or gold] silver [diamonds or pearls] pearls [sunset or sunrise] sunset [showers or bubble baths] showers to restore, baths to relax MISC. QUESTIONS: [do you like school] of course [do you like to talk on the phone] only to closest friends [do ya have your own phone line] cell phone [can we have your number] call to get it [do you like to dance] only with close friends [do you think cheering is a sport] no, more like extracurricular activity [Been kissed] definately, by mi amor [Done drugs] never have, never will [Watched "Punky Brewster"] no MORE FAVORITES: [Shampoo] any that smell like Coconut or Pina Coloda [Toothpaste] something minty [soap] nice smelling bodywashes [Type of soup] any foriegn or homemade [Room in your house] the bathroom (for the shower of course) [Instrument] drums, guitar, violin EITHER/OR: [Big or little] little [Lace or satin] satin [New or old] old and worn [Jeans or cords] jeans [Sweater or sweatshirt] sweater [T shirt or tank top] tank top [Skirt or dress] skirt [Wool or cotton] cotton [Rose or Lily] lily [The way it is or the way it was] the way it was [Oldies or pop] oldies IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU: [cried] sadly yes [Helped someone] everyday [Bought something] of course [Gotten sick] getting sick now [Gone to the movies] yes [Gone out for dinner] yes [Said "I love you"] of course, everyday [Written a real letter] yes and will do so now [Moved on] no [Talked to an ex] no [Missed an ex] not really [Written in a journal] yes [Talked to someone you have a crush on] yes [Had a serious talk] everyday [Missed someone] mi amor [Hugged someone] everyday [Fought with your parents] yes [Fought with a friend] sadly yes [Put on a "front"] never [Eaten with your mouth open] never, too gross AGAIN MISC QUESTIONS: [If you got a tattoo, where & what would you get] anything mysterious, lower back [What color is your floor/carpet in your room] light, sandy brown [What was the last CD you bought] cant recall [How did you spend last summer] fell in deeply in love [When's the last time you showered] before cleanliness was present [Are you tired] not really [Are you lonely] yes [Are you happy] could be better [Are you wearing pajamas] sweats/mi amors shirt [Are you talking to someone online] no [What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse] k.abir d.hillon [What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse] virgo [What time is it] 11:30pm share your tears

[05:56 PM Sat, 05/21, 2005] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | i knew i loved you before i met you ] ( a real journal entry... ) 1). YOUR PORN STAR NAME = (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON):   Charcoal Hayden 2). YOUR ROCK STAR NAME = (FAVORITE CANDY + FAVORITE MUSICIAN'S LAST NAME): Rolo Kobain 3). YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME = (NAME OF [OPPOSITE SEX] FRIEND + CELL PHONE COMPANY YOU USE): Kabir Verizon 4). YOUR BARFLY NAME = (LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE + YOUR FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK): Ice Cream Smirnoff 2 cry share your tears

movies are sometimes better than real life.... [08:22 PM Wed, 05/18, 2005] [ mood | creative ] [ music | cheesy credit music ] ( the best parts of the best movies... ) </font></font></font></font></font> share your tears

just a little bit more about me... [08:39 PM Sat, 05/07, 2005] [ mood | bored ] [ music | welcome to my life- simple plan ] ( welcome to my life... ) 3 cry share your tears

Just Bringing Back An Old-Time Favorite... [10:21 PM Thu, 04/14, 2005] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | Milkshake-Kelis ] "Milkshake": Kelis [Repeat x2] My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, And they're like It's better than yours, Damn right it's better than yours, I can teach you, But I have to charge I know you want it, The thing that makes me, What the guys go crazy for. They lose their minds, The way I wind, I think its time [Chorus x2] La la-la la la, Warm it up. Lala-lalala, The boys are waiting My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, And they're like It's better than yours, Damn right it's better than yours, I can teach you, But I have to charge I can see youre on it, You want me to teach thee Techniques that freaks these boys, It can't be bought, Just know, thieves get caught, Watch if your smart, [Chorus x2] La la-la la la, Warm it up, La la-la la la, The boys are waiting, My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, And they're like It's better than yours, Damn right it's better than yours, I can teach you, But I have to charge Oh, once you get involved, Everyone will look this way-so, You must maintain your charm, Same time maintain your halo, Just get the perfect blend, Plus what you have within, Then next his eyes are squint, Then he's picked up your scent, [Chorus x2] Lala-lalala, Warm it up, Lala-lalala, The boys are waiting, My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard, And they're like It's better than yours, Damn right it's better than yours, I can teach you, But I have to charge 1 cry share your tears

[09:38 PM Wed, 04/13, 2005] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Mi Ya Hi- dont know ] ( just some things to think about... ) share your tears

[08:20 PM Sun, 04/10, 2005] [ mood | weird ] [ music | i could fall in love with you- selena ] its been a very long time since i have last given you all an update... why is that? i dont really know.... ( i have forgetten the one that i once was... ) share your tears

blogging for a moment.... [03:39 PM Thu, 03/17, 2005] [ mood | blah ] [ music | my goodies- ciara ] ( ...just for some light reading... ) do me a favor, those of you who care, post a comment with these few things: where we met the thing you love the most about me the thing you hate the most about me something that will make me smile an inside joke or something that we always laughed about something that will make me cry and finally, something that will forever lock you in my memory... 12 cry share your tears

couple quizzes cause i was bored [10:18 PM Thu, 03/10, 2005] [ mood | stressed, drained, worried ] [ music | Broken- 12 Stones ] today was another normal day i guess.... i feel asleep for like an hour or two though... that was nice... ive been so tired lately! but i think its mainly because of stress and whatnot..... ive got a lot on my mind and that sucks!.... a lot of it has to do with back home in cali and even more of it has to do with kabir.... im worried about him... not to mention i have to worry about my new friends' problems and my old friends' problems still... plus there are still all of my own personal problems yet... the third quarter in school is ending and i have been worrying about grades, but know i know for a fact that i have an A in Humanities, Language Arts, Social Studies, Computers, Science, and PACT. the only thing that i dont know for sure is math so thats a huge relief also... kabir and i got into a minor argument earlier and i think thats whats bothering me the most.... i hate fighting with him so much, especially since i dont get to see him as often anymore... i miss him so much and i love him!!! it hurts when we fight... and i overall just dont like it!!!! share your tears

funny little candy story.... dont go crazy on me now.... [09:05 PM Wed, 03/09, 2005] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Did you- Hoobastank ] Sorry i havent updated in a while guys..... i just havent been doing anything worth talking about not to mention that the 3rd quarter is going to end and i need to ensure my grades, so ive been doing that.... but besides that, nothing good as happened... over spring break im going to oregon to visit with my aunt, cousins, grandmother, and uncle.... so that should be pretty cool.... i havent seen them in like 2 years! i miss them so.... other than that, im meeting even more cool people at supai and theyre awesome! tabi and i dont really hang together anymore (still havent decided if thats a good or a bad thing) and now i hang out with: matt (couch), stephanie, jessica, cora, ramina, deborah, and i talk to matt (irwin), jason, beth, michelle, zach, carissa, emily, new girl jodie, daria, gina, chris (just a little) and others that i cant remember right now.... but dont worry! i havent forgot all of you awesome people!!!!! it feels good to have found people that i fit in with.... the first six are all mis-fits like me and then everyone after that is really cool and they all have been really sweet to me and especially matt irwin  michelle and jason and zach.... (even though they all are sexists) lol.... its cool to have people to talk to.... i have friends that are depressed, weird, freaks, nerds, geeks, preps, whatever really..... everyones cool.... anyways, i miss you all and look forward to getting comments!!!!! *as if that will ever happen.....* luv ya anyways! and heres an adorable, yet perverted story of candy bars... lol!: It was another Payday and I was tired of Mr. Goodbar. I saw Miss Hershey standing behind the Powerhouse on the corner of Clark and Fifth Avenue when I whipped out my Whopper and whispered, “Hey Sweetheart, how'd you like to Crunch on my big hunk for a Million Dollar Bar?” Well, she immediately went down on my Tootsie Roll, and it was like pure Almond Joy! I couldn't help but grab her delicious Mounds because it was easy to see that this little Twix had the Red Hots. It was all I could do to hold the Snickers and Crackle as my Butterfinger went up her tight little Kit Kat and she started to scream “Oh Henry, Oh Henry!” Soon she was fondling my Peter Pan and ZagNut and I knew it wouldn't be long before I blew my Milk Duds clear to Mars that gave her a taste of the old Milky Way. She asked me if I was into M&M, but I said, “Hey Chicklet, no kinky stuff.” I said, “Look you little Reese's Pieces, don't be a Zero, be a Lifesaver. Why don't you take my Whatchamacallit and slip it up your Bit 'O' Honey?” (What a piece of Juicy Fruit she was, too!) She screamed, “Oh Crackerjack, better than the Three Musketeers!” as I rammed my Ding Dong up her Rocky Road and into her Peanut Butter Cup. Well, I was giving it to her Good 'N' Plenty, when all the sudden... my Starburst! Yeah, as luck would have it, she started to grow Chunky and complained of a Wrigley in her stomach. Sure enough, nine months later, out popped? Baby Ruth! share your tears

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